Tuesday, June 24, 2014

At this moment

My son has been reading his new book 'The Lego Movie. The official movie handbook'.  Hearing him read is like music to my ears. He's been at it for over 20 minutes. Very little do I help him. I've helped him with words like 'disguise, normalcy, prophecy'. Other then that, the kid is just zooming through this book. He makes me so proud. He graduated kinder reading at a Level 9 and tested with knowing 490 words. I'm a proud mama for sure.

He's on vacation now. I hear 'I'm bored' constantly now. We spent 6 hours at the park last week. We got home and he says he is bored. You're kidding me right?! Kids now and days!!

Work has sucked lately. Yesterday was just insane. People are just rude as fuck. People have no respect for anyone in the customer service industry. I wish I can cuss some of these fuckers out. Especially grown ass men. I want to tell them, 'do you have a daughter? Would you ever allow a man to speak to your daughter the way you speak to me?' But of course I can't do that cause I'll lose my fucken job. Just a piece of advice. Sometimes when you're at the store and they are taking long to check you out, just stop and think 'maybe their computers are slow. Maybe they are short staffed'. Judy be patient cause you truly have NO idea what we deal with.

Love life is still retarded. Since the new year, I've dated 2 men. One was just wayyyyyy toooooo nice and too clingy. I am so used to being alone and just my kid that when someone wants to be a part of that, I just can't handle it. That's gonna take time. The other dude was a fake. I thought it was going to be a good long run. But when he goes days without picking up a phone to call me, I have an issue with that. I was such a fool for that one. I'm sure he had a side piece. Or I was his side piece. Either way, I walked away from that quick. I have been in contact with my 'friend' again. My 2 year friend. I had tried to ignore him for a few months but here I am again. I just love his friendship. We have a bond that I can't explain. He will always be a huge part of me. But anything beyond a friendship that involve drinks sometimes is just a fabrication in my own head. It's too bad.

I'll be visiting the family soon. I can't wait. It's been a long time since my brother, sister, parents and the kids have been together. I always enjoy the food and the cocktails. We play a lot of board games, music. Hope none of us fight.

My BFF is pregnant! Another little girl coming into our lives. Nick is super excited. He has now asked me to have a baby!!! I almost had a heart attack. I told him I'm done with babies. He got sad. He doesn't realize that mommy can't even keep a boyfriend hahaha.

Ok he is yawning now. Time to go Mimis.

Peace