Taking my own advice

I admit it. I am extremely stressed out. Been almost a month since I lost my job. I have sent my resume to probably 100 offices now. I am signed up to so many job sites that I am starting to get overwhelmed. I probably wouldn't be so stressed out if I was getting unemployement, but I'm not. Whole different subject!! I'm not sure how I'm going to pay my car next month or any of my bills for that matter. I am already behind 4 bills this month and I just ignore my cell phone calls with all the 800 numbers. I'm feeling it man. My skin is showing it, I'm starting to binge it, I have no motivation to do much during the day but to clean! I keep telling myself  "some people are worse off then you Steph". I just say it over and over when I'm about to flip the fuck out. I guess I am still extremely grateful for what I do have. My family, my friends, my health, my house. Mr. Mustang is trying to do everything to keep up with our house bills and I am forever grateful for him. I know something will come along soon. I've been more stressed out before. It's weird. Like I was more stressed at my last job then I am right now at having NO JOB! I guess I should just take this time off and chill and relax my brain. Cause I'll need to be 110% when I do get my new job. I'll be ok. My family and I will be ok! I can feel it. I see it. It's all going to be ok.