Monday, November 14, 2011
How lazy one can become
It's 11:29 am and I am still in my pajamas, still haven't showered nor even brushed my teeth. I am comfortable and lazy. Super freaking lazy. I've been online applying to more jobs this morning. Is it maybe the discouragement of not getting a call back that makes me feel this way? I know I'll have a job at least by January. I am certain I will! I'm not too worried. I've managed to pay my bills by budgeting myself, couponing, ecoupons, shopping only on sale items. It's crazy what you do when you don't have a steady income coming in. But it's crazy how for years I've been getting up for work, getting dressed and showered and ready and now, days like today I have no energy at all! If I can sleep all day I so will but my lovely active child won't allow me to do so! And what kind of mom would I be if I laid in bed all day? The kids gotta eat! I think he's what keeps me going. He gives me energy. I try to take him to the park 2-3 times a week just so he can get out of the house. If he wasn't around, who knows where I would be right now. He even pushes me to workout, it's kinda funny! He says "mom you gonna workout with Tony?" and once I start working out he joins me! Kenpo Karate is his favorite! At least I have that going for me right? Can't keep making excuses that I'm a fat ass since I am home and able to work on my fitness! I literally argue with myself for a few hours until I finally get my ass up to workout. Which reminds me, I need to get the ball rolling on that one. Ugh. Fine!
Labels:
lazy,
stay at home mom
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