I refuse to believe!

Ok, ok, so here goes what so many people debate about, 2012! I grew up very catholic. Baptized, holy communion, confirmation, todo! BUT now that I am a "big girl" and I can think for myself, my views on religion have shifted quiet dramatically. I still pray but not to a certain "god", more to myself. I still have my son pray and we pray together for our sick grandpa, my sick Nino, for mommy to not go psycho. It's more like we are praying to manifest good thoughts, not praying for an Angel to come down and have our prayers come true. I get shit from a lot of people about it, but damn that Ancient Aliens show LOL! Ok, so anyway, I watched 2012 last night and the thing they show a lot is people praying, asking "god" for help, praying for the world to not end. To me, it's very hypocritical. People bash religion left and right and then pray when shit hits the fan. Shit's gonna hit the fan. No matter how much we pray. In 2012 they show the earthquakes, the water, the catastrophe that's going to happen in minutes!! I don't think it will be EXACTLY like that, or even on 12/21/2012, but it's gonna happen. Faults break, volcano's erupt. The earth needs to flush out the bad and start over again. I'm prepared to accept that "something" will happen soon, but not like the movie portrays it. Cause, we don't really know. What I think 2012 and that other movie with Jake Gynehall, (too lazy to google his name or the movie) is doing, is freaking people out. Dude, I can see cities declaring Marshall Law next year in December. Everyone is gonna go fucken nuts! Look, there isn't shit we can do. There isn't a mountain or building we can climb on and hide. Whatever is gonna happen, we have to accept. I see it as a new beginning. Some will survive, some won't. I don't think it's going to be the one's that are "chosen" by a "god", I think it's gonna be all luck...